my heart goes out for ya and in my prayers as well. i understand how you feel. both of my parents have been sick for months on end it can ware on ya its heart breaking too see love ones go thru so much! my mom is a bad diabetic she has lost both of her legs and if that wasnt bad! enough shes battleing cancer. my dad has dealt with alot of sickness as well but his battle ended oct 16 2010 i miss him so much. prayers are sent here brother and may god bless you and family..