Sad birthday

I needed to call the ambulance for my companion wednesday,they put her in ICU, and this morning we needed to take her off life support. This is her third trip to critical care in a year, She has sepses, and it just wont go away. OOOps it was tuesday, sat in the ER for 6 hours. We didn't marry because of the penaltys from social security, but she brought happiness into my life,after the tragedy of my second wife dying of cancer.She had lost her husband earlier,and her being a country girl, was an new experience for both of us. This was the hardest, Now I got to plan on what to do with the rst of my life. Both my children want me to move in with them,And I keep telling them, they derserve better, taking care of someone takes a part of your life, and I want them to enjoy thiers, and not feel guilty. My daughter has a big house on a small lake, my son has a large house in atlanta. and while I love them both, we all have different life styles. I was talking to my companions daughter, and the thing turned to heaven, I saidmaybe i'd be better off somewhere else. Imagine three women, comparing notes about me.

[QUOTE=kygorski;547426]I needed to call the ambulance for my companion wednesday,they put her in ICU, and this morning we needed to take her off life support. This is her third trip to critical care in a year, She has sepses, and it just wont go away. OOOps it was tuesday, sat in the ER for 6 hours. We didn't marry because of the penaltys from social security, but she brought happiness into my life,after the tragedy of my second wife dying of cancer.She had lost her husband earlier,and her being a country girl, was an new experience for both of us. This was the hardest, Now I got to plan on what to do with the rst of my life. Both my children want me to move in with them,And I keep telling them, they derserve better, taking care of someone takes a part of your life, and I want them to enjoy thiers, and not feel guilty. My daughter has a big house on a small lake, my son has a large house in atlanta. and while I love them both, we all have different life styles. I was talking to my companions daughter, and the thing turned to heaven, I saidmaybe i'd be better off somewhere else. Imagine three women, comparing notes about me.[/QUOTE]

I lost my Uncle yesterday. So I know how it hurts to lose someone that it family or close to you.

My friend, there's not much one can say, that will make you feel better, from reading the things you post on here, I know your a strong old boy, I'll keep you in my daily Prayers, hope everything works out for you, talk to Jesus about what you should do, and you'll be fine.

Sad indeed. Sorry to hear about that man. Hopefully you find a good peaceful place to live out the rest of your life. Living on a lake sounds nice....:) That would be a tough one to pass up but I do understand.

I am very sorry to hear this and I wish you all the best going forward. May she rest in peace and be with God.

Sorry to hear about your loss, gorski...

Hang in there man! That living on a small lake thing doesn't sound bad at all.

So sorry for your loss. Losing a mate is a very hard thing. I hope you are able to find comfort in the fact that she no longer suffers, and is in a better place.

Again, so very sorry for your loss.

It's been a week now, my life has changed, Her dog was adopted, all her belongings are gone, all that is left is her car, which I bought her, and a lot of car payments[again] I sleep almost all day, and stay awake at night. wonder what the lord has planned for me?

I found that MY dog wasn't adopted after all.So I kept owner, and brought her back home. I guess I'll be sorry later, but I jujst couldn't bare the thought that she would be put to sleep. Things have changed around here, but I did miss that mutt.