The meaning of life

You may remember a few months ago when I was wondering what the meaning or purpose in regards to what had happened to me over the past few years. Part of it is clearer and clearer. With my daughter and granddaughter moving in with us, we have gone from a household of 3 to one of 5. My daughter has no car and no job when she moved in. The father of my 3 month old grandbaby could be 1 of a couple different fellas that want no part in her. Throw in my daughter owes almost $3,000 in restitution, fines and court fees for writing bad checks to which she took the money and bought drugs. If not paid by the 25th of May then she has 19 different counts on her record plus she serves a year in jail. She got her a fulltime job and will get 2 paychecks before court. I have sold some of my fishing stuff and will scrape together about $600 so we will be about $700 short but hopefully the judge will see the improvement and effort over the prior couple of months and give her a break. But for now it is me taking my daughter to work at 6am then back home to cook breakfast for my honey and son. Feed my grandbaby and change diaper around 8 and get her back to sleep. Laundry and housework until noon or so when my little tiny toy starts stirring and wants to have diaper change and fed. Pick up daughter from work between 2 - 2:30 them pickup son at school at 2:40. Cook supper around 5 and my honey cones home. My honey and daughter gets 2nd shift then I take over on 3rd since the others have to go to work and school.

Longstory short. I guess I was meant to not be released by my surgeon so I could be home during the day to watch my granddaughter and to help my daughter take responsibility for her past actions and do what is required to make ammends. Worst case scenario and I will be trying to sell my 4 old style green Curadi / G Loomis Bronzeback series combo and my 2 Chronarch / G Loomis GL2 combos Hopefully it does not come down to this but if it will keep my daughter out of jail and stay together with her baby, then so be it, rods can be replaced