I hear what you guys are saying and it is as much taking to much of time as anything else therefore that was really the deciding factor. I will likely be back some day but I need an extended break. I am outspoken to a fault, something my Mother tried very hard to change about me but couldn't even she didn't like that trait, lol.

I can't help it, its a disease it pops into to my head and it comes out of my mouth then I have to end up defending it. I wish sometimes I could just be the one that sits back and and listens and shuts up more. I have came a long way with that but still have miles to go. One thing for sure I don't hear ''Hey Mark what do you think'' a lot, lol.....but I need to. Mom was always right and I listened to her on most things.............hard to change dna I suppose and how are make up is personality wise. Should have took after Mom more.......sigh

Passionate about many things, too much so many times. I hate bickering, I'm to old and growing too tired for all that stuff.

I just wish it was mid May and I was at St Clair wiggling a drop shot..........