This has nothing to do with fishing and I am probably going to make a few mad at my opinions but here it goes. I have been questioning whether there really was a man upstairs or not over the past couple of years. Coming from someone that was once involved in so many church activities it was not funny that is hard to believe. My opinions have been based on the fact that more bad things have happened to good people around me that makes me wonder. Then today it got even closer to home. I found out that my sister's husband of 13 years, her high school sweetheart, father of their 2 boys under the age of ten has cancer in between his lungs and in his liver. He was told that it is the type that spreads quickly and that he must start treatment immediately to have any chance of prolonging his life. They just moved into their dream home last year and ground was broken last week on their pool installation. Excellent provider, excellent husband and father, why does this happen to him??? This is the 2nd person in our family, my wife's father in law (who practically raised her due to her piss poor real father) passed away 6 years ago from Cancer as well. He was diagnosed in November and passed away in January. Less than 2 months is not how his life should have ended and it is not how my brother in laws life should end either. 2 very good people that have never harmed a sole in their life, working hard every day, excellent husband, father and provider and this happens to both. Makes me move even further away from the fact that their is an afterlife and to the opinion that we die and we are put in a box and placed 6 feet under and that is it. I know this will make several angry or upset on this site and maybe I am typing this to vent a little and maybe there is a part of me that still believes that God exists and he can make miracles happen. Maybe I am reaching out to those on this site that have strong beliefs and will say a little prayer for my brother in law, sister and their 2 sons that will have to face this terrible disease together to try to beat it. Yes they will have our support as well but face facts they are the ones that will suffer more than all. For those that believe in the man upstairs, I ask that you speak to him and ask him to help my sister's family in particular my brother in law. For those that I offended I appologize but I have been of this opinion for a couple of years now and really wonder what it will take to get me back to where I was once many years ago.

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For Joe, Crystal, Dakota and Jake - We all Love you very much