Hey Man
Hang in there. I had a man tell me one time; "If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you it was truely ment to be". That sometimes is the hardest thing to do. I've been there. I am now happily married to woman that loves to fish and deer hunt. She can flat catch'em on that jig. lol Try talking to her, tell her how you feel and how much you enjoy her company. Just let her know how you really feel. Who knows.... I dont know how you are on religion... but trust in God... He wont lead you down the wrong path. I by no means is trying to offend anyone with that. Just I know where he has taken me in my life.

God Bless. *Best of Luck*