I will pray for your family Elnut and for you. Elnut, if your gonna blame God for all the bad things then you've got to give him credit for all the good things. You're wife and 3 kids are a blessing. You are able to type, read, and even breathe. Those are all things you can be thankful for.
We ALL go through trials and tribulations through life, some more than others.
Only through God's guidance can we face these trials and be stronger from them.
One inevitable thing that we must all face at some point and time is death. Hopefully, your brother-n-law is saved and ready to meet the Lord. I pray that he's asked God for forgiveness for his sins, we have all sinned and fall short of the grace of God. But through the blood of Jesus, all our sins can be forgiven and we will spend eternity with him..in heaven. I pray that he is saved..your family will be with him again someday..in heaven.
Thoughts and prayers for you and your family Elnut. You will remember this someday and I will tell you that everything will be OK, in time. We'll see you on the water soon.
Tim
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