Way the **** past tired and weary. Pretty much fed up and disgusted are understatements. There is even something else that I was asked to get involved in and it will hinge on my health as to when or if I ever get to do it as well. Not at liberty to say what it is but a pretty big deal to me. But my motto has become "thats LIFE" and pretty much that is it in a nutshell. One good thing about getting beat and kicked around like I have is you pretty much get used to it and don't feel a thing. Sort of like frostbite, the fingers and toes burn, sting and hurt at first but when they get totally numb and all the pain goes away the better it is.