Tired of fighting. Tired of hearing it will get better. Tired of Doctors scratching their heads wondering what to do because they don't have a clue. Tired of all the antibiotics and other drugs that make me feel terrible. 500 days in the hospital, needless to say tired of hospitals. Because of my Pseudomonous and MRSA I am put in Isolation everytime so I don't get to see my son while I am in the hospital, which stinks. I was stuck 47 times in trying to get 8 different IV's started and my arms look like I have been beat with baseball bats. Literally I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Surgeries - 1/08, 6/08, 10/08, 11/08, 12/08, 6/09, 7/09, 2/10 and 12/10 are the last 9 surgeries with no rhyme or reason. 27 surgeries since 2004, average 1 surgery every 3 months and then throw in both lungs collapsed plus 3 bouts of internal bleeding (none that required surgery) and there is no telling what is next. Just flat out tired of fighting