Glen,

I can hear you loud and clear. Here's the one thing I hold on to. Everyday I stay breathing, is a day those that have gone before me live in my memories. I feel like its clearly my time to continue the good things they did, and there memories many times come to me and help me through tough times. For that I feel more in there debt than I do for their loss.

We have the right to greive the friends and family no longer with us. And yet, we all know what it is they would wish for us. So keep up the fight and enjoy the memories. Believe me, it's okay to hurt. For christmas sakes, hurting is one of the things that reminds me I must still be here. :-)

It's a tribute to you sir and your spirit that you care and go on.