
Originally Posted by
MrSplitshot
That's probably my biggest struggle too. A Christian, a Muslim, a Jew, a Bhuddist, an Agnostic, and an Atheist walk into a bar...the bar gets hit by an asteroid and kills everyone inside. Either all of them but 1 are pretty unhappy after the lights go out, or there's something about God that we just don't understand.
So here's my story...keepin it real...putting it all out there...
I consider myself a Christian, but I'll be the first to admit that I'm not sure about it all. I believe that there is something beyond this world that we don't understand. A God, yes, that created all of this. It didn't just happen for no reason. I believe it's this unknown that perpetuated humans to create varying forms of Gods and religions. I feel like religion is a product of man, created to cope with life, death, and that which can't be explained...and to get them closer to their version of God. I hear about Jesus and the whole story. I want to believe it. It seems awfully "out there" sometimes though, but I try to go with it. I don't believe that it all just goes black when it's over, but sometimes I'm scared that it might.
I envy those that believe so strongly, because I wish I did. It just hasn't come into my life yet with such clarity that I believe without a shadow of a doubt. Honestly, it scares me a little that I don't, but honestly I haven't tried that hard either. I have friends that are complete Atheists that would give you the shirt off their back and are great people. I have friends that are so devout that they tell me with 100% conviction how God literally speaks to them in the course of their daily lives and gives them guidance.
Do I pray? Yes. Most nights, during times of struggle, before a flight, holidays, etc. I pray to my God. I pray to Him to keep my family safe and bring me home to them. I thank Him for my blessings. I don't go to church. I try to do unto others as I know is right, be helpful, be humble, try to love, work hard, and be a nice guy. I don't cheat, murder, steal. Yes, I've told a white lie now and then for my own benefit or the benefit of someone I love. I cuss. I respect others. I want to make people happy, but don't always succeed. I guess I'm a human. I hope it's enough at the end of my time on Earth. To hear many, it will be. To hear many others, it won't.
That's the screwed up head of MrSplitshot, I reckon. lol